WHERE ARE THOSE DAYS GONE ?????????????????


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Jaane kahaan gaye woh din
where did those days go

kehte the teri raah meein
when you said that in my path

najaron ko hum bichhayenge
you will bestow your gaze

chaahe kahin bhi tum raho,
wherever you are

chaahenge tum ko umr bhar
i will love you forever

tum ko naa bhool paayenge
i will never forget you

mere kadam jahaan pade,
wherever my feet left prints

sajade kiye the yaar ne
my friend bowed and kissed the that ground

mujhko rulaa rulaa diyaa,
oh how many tears i have shed

jaatee huyee bahaar ne
over the last days of spring

jaane kahaan…

apni nazar mein aaj kal
in my eyes, nowadays

din bhi andheri raat hai
even the days are as dark as the night

saayaa hi apane saath thaa,
shadows were my only comapnions then

saayaa hi apane saath hai

shadows are my only companions now.

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Jeena yahan marna yahan
Iske siwa jaana kahan

You live here, you die here
Where else can one go but here?
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Jee chaahe jab humko awaaz do
Hum hain wahin hum the jahan
Apne yahin dono jahan
Iske siwa jaana kahan

Call out for me whenever you wish
I’m still at the place I was before
These two worlds are here for me
Where else can I go but here?

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Yeh mera geet jeevan sangeet
Kal bhi koi dohraayega
Jag ko hasane behroopiya
Roop badal phir aayega
Swarg yahin nark yahan
Iske siwa jaana kahan

These songs of mine, the music of my life,
Tomorrow will be sung by someone else.
The world will laugh as the clown
Will return with a changed face
Heaven is here, and so is Hell
Where to go but here?

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Kal khel mein hum ho na ho
Gardish mein taare rehenge sada
Bhoolonge tum bhoolenge woh
Par hum tumhaare rehenge sada
Rehenge yahin apne nishan
Iske siwa jaana kahan

In tomorrow’s game, whether I am there or not,
The stars will forever be in the sky
You will forget, and so will they
But I will forever be yours
My memories will remain here
Where else to go but here?

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Jee chaahe jab humko awaaz do
Hum hain wahin hum the jahan
Apne yahin dono jahan
Iske siwa jaana kahan

whenever you desire, call out to me
I am there where I was earlier
my both worlds (life+death) are here
where else one can go

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Jeena yahan marna yahan
Iske siwa jaana kahan

life is here and death is here
where else one can go

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Story of The Most Beautiful Heart !


One day a young man was standing in the middle of town proclaiming he had
the most beautiful heart

 Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever
seen. The young man was very proud and boasted loudly about his beautiful
heart.


Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, “Why your
heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine.”

The people stared — “How can he say his heart is more beautiful,” they
thought?

The crowd and the young man looked at the old man’s heart. It was beating
strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed
and other pieces put in, but they didn’t fit quite right and there were
several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where
whole pieces were missing.

The people stared — “How can he say his heart is more beautiful,” they
thought?

The young man looked at the old man’s heart and saw its state and laughed.
“You must be joking,” he said. “Compare your heart with mine, mine is
perfect and yours is a mess of scars and tears.

The young man looked at the old man’s heart and saw its state and laughed.
“You must be joking,” he said. “Compare your heart with mine, mine is
perfect and yours is a mess of scars and tears.”


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“Yes,” said the old man, “yours is perfect looking but I would never trade
with you. You see, every scar represents a person to whom I have given my
love — I tear out a piece of my heart and give it to them, and often they
give me a piece of their heart which fits into the empty place in my
heart, but because the pieces aren’t exact, I have some rough edges, which
I cherish, because they remind me of the love we shared.

Sometimes I have given pieces of my heart away, and the other person
hasn’t returned a piece of his heart to me. These are the empty gouges —
giving love is taking a chance. Although these gouges are painful, they
stay open, reminding me of the love I have for these people too, and I
hope someday they may return and fill the space I have waiting. So now do
you see what true beauty really is?

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The young man stood silently with tears running down his cheeks. He walked
up to the old man, reached into his perfect young and most beautiful
heart, and ripped a piece out. He offered it to the old man with trembling
hands.

The old man took his offering, placed it in his heart and then took a
piece from his old scarred heart and placed it in the wound in the young
man’s heart. It fit, but not perfectly, as there were some jagged edges.

The young man looked at his heart, not perfect anymore but more beautiful
than ever, since love from the old man’s heart flowed into his.

They embraced and walked away side by side saying “Only God” can make a
Beautiful Heart!

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Do you know…??????????????


Do you know…

Do you know how many feelings i carry in my heart,

how do i end my day and how do i start.

Missing you and longing 4 u is all i can do,

but i wish as i feel you feel the same too.

Do you know how many unspoken words i wanna say,

how can i say i keep on finding the ways.

Loving you and praying 4 you is all i can do

but i wish as i feel you feel the same too.

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Do you know how many dreams i have in my eyes,

how can i fulfill them i keep on telling the lies.

Preaching you and caring 4 you is all i can do,

but i wish as i feel you feel the same too.

Do you know how much pain is deep in my soul,

how do i bear them and keep trying to come out of the whole,

Searching you and urging 4 u is all i can do

but i wish as i feel you feel the same too.

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Do you know how much I LOVE YOU,

i wanna tell but unable to do.

Missing u, loving u, preaching u, searching u , what else i can do,

I wish as i feel you feel the same too…..

 

with love

Hemant Khurana(Happy)

Oh love, oh love, please save my soul (rescue me)


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Life so unfair, so unfeeling, all despair
Love so, so dear, everlasting, always there
A voice in the wilderness is crying out
Can you hear?
The eyes to deceive what you see is not what you get
Is not what you get

Oh love, oh love, please save my soul (rescue me)
Remove all the pains and sorrow (Lord, save me, Lord save me)
It’s more than I can take
Sunshine, a ray of hope that rise and hide my shadows and make me happy again…again

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Dreams fade away into the mountains, into the sea
The rain, it’s ok, it’s still falling, I wish you could see
A drum, it’s the beat, of the heart will not stop
Oh tears form a stream, form a river
Drops of love, oh drops of love

Oh love, oh love, please save my soul (rescue me)
Remove all the pains and sorrow (Lord, save me, Lord save me)
It’s more than I can take
Sunshine, a ray of hope that rise and hide my shadows and make me happy again…again

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Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don’t want to laugh, because you know it’s not going to help, but you don’t want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse.

You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it’s falling apart too. You don’t think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them.

And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That’s the confusing part, you don’t know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most.

And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you’re getting happy again, but you know inside that you’re just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you’re back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can’t help but to show it again.

It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn’t happened to them. And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don’t know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now.

So you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you’ve had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you’re to the point where you don’t care who sees.

Because you’ve spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it’s not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place.

After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, “It will be okay…” But you know it won’t. And that’s the truth, it won’t.

And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You’re still hurt, but you’ve learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay.

So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don’t hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this..

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This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel…


This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel…

Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don’t want to laugh, because you know it’s not going to help, but you don’t want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse.

You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it’s falling apart too. You don’t think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them.

And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That’s the confusing part, you don’t know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most.

And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you’re getting happy again, but you know inside that you’re just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you’re back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can’t help but to show it again.

It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn’t happened to them. And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don’t know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now.

So you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you’ve had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you’re to the point where you don’t care who sees.

Because you’ve spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it’s not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place.

After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, “It will be okay…” But you know it won’t. And that’s the truth, it won’t.

And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You’re still hurt, but you’ve learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay.

So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don’t hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this…

I cry in silence, For someone who will love me truly before I die.


So many nights, so many tears I’ve cried, stuck with misery and pain. It hurts to know someone I gave my heart to, just tore my heart apart.

But what of these emotions? Why do they feel so right? Why must I fill my thoughts every single night?

I try to turn away. I try so hard to hide. But the further I went away, the more a part of me died.

There will be no more pain in me for you, the pain that filled my sleepless nights where the darkness brought tears, cold tears my eyes have shed.

Each and every lonely one, brought memories filled with love. The love I once felt for you.

Now I am without an answer – I have not even a clue, of what else I can do to stop myself falling again for you.

There will be no more empty days feeling the blame for your endless space filled with regrets, of words left unspoken, hugs left apart, kisses left in tears, touches left in pain.

If only you could see what is in my heart, maybe then you won’t have torn it apart.

What will I do without you? How will I live? Where will I go to lay down my head and my worries?

Who will listen to my dreams and hopeful ambitions? When will I feel the joys of contentment of companionship? Of being one with another and with love?

What will I do without you?

I will close my eyes, trying to feel your warmth, your smile, your passionate way of tackling life and me.

I will close my eyes and wish for your touch I never felt.

What will I do without you?

I will relish our memories still loving you and wish you were here.

Now walk away with the pain in you for me, with a resounding echo memories surface from the past, maybe you and I were never meant to last.”

Sometimes… just really sometimes… you wonder what this other person is doing.
If they are thinking about you?
If they worry about you?

You keep wondering what they are doing at this exact moment.

If they are reading a book or sleeping.
If they are watching a movie or are out with friends.
If they are looking at the same sky and searching for the same falling star to make the very same wish as you do.

Sometimes… you wonder if they are missing you like you miss them. If they want to talk to you, if they want to hold you, if they want just to look in your eyes and find the answers to all the questions they have in mind. If they have any…

But then sometimes… they do not call you, do not mail you and you do not get replies to your text messages. And then the only thing left for you is this wondering if they miss you at all. And what eventually might keep them so busy that they can not find a minute… just one minute to make you feel remembered, cared for, loved?

Someone once said that in each relationship one person always loves more. Maybe it is true. There is always someone who loves a bit more. A bit more passionate. A bit more strong. A bit more emotional. A bit more…

Sometimes… maybe not only sometimes… you are the one who loves more. And then you want to see if they will miss you if you disappear for a moment, an hour, a day, a week. You might want to make them realize what it is like… to wonder. But then you are also too scared to do it because deep inside you keep wondering, what if it does not make any difference for them.

Sometimes… just really sometimes…

What I do not have anyone

I who have no one at all
Inspiring others to love.

I have a deep-seated fear of living my whole life
Without experiencing feeling being truly loved.

I have lived my years born to lose
Lost all I ever loved.

I’ve lived all my life in vain
All my dreams have only caused me pain.

Outside my window is the sound of rain
And the haunting sound of a train in the distance.

Sleepless nights, with the inner fire
Feeling helpless, spinning.

So here I am like many times before
Alone with my face towards the moon.

On my knees praying to God
For someone who will love me soon.

I cry in silence
For someone who will love me before I die.

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I Am So Lonely Broken Angel !!!!!!


I love to be alone. I never found the companion that was so companionable as solitude.

I’m so lonely broken angel
I’m so lonely listen to my heart

I’m so lonely broken angel
I’m so lonely listen to my heart
On n’ lonley, broken angel
Come n’ save me before i fall apart

I Want to Tell You, but I Hurt so Much.

I want to tell you how special you are, to put down in words my love for you, my desire to care for you.
I want to say how much you mean to me, that you are the centre of my universe and that your smile lights up my life,
But right now I hurt so much I want to cry.

I want to tell you that when I see you unhappy I want to hold you but that sometimes I don’t know how.
I want to tell you that I feel so much for you that it hurts but to feel your love slip away hurts so much more,
But right now I hurt so much I want to die.

I want to tell you that sometimes you look so god damn wonderful I want time to stand still to capture your beauty.
I want to tell you that so many wonderful moments with you are seared into my memory ,
But right now I hurt so much I want to forget.

I want to tell you that I am lost in the depth of your eyes, the curved lift of your smile, you lovely naughty laugh,
I want to tell you that the gentle warmth of your embrace has given me more joy than I ever thought possible,
But right now I hurt so much I feel only regret

I want to tell you that I am sorry for the hurtful things I may have said and done.
I want to tell you that that sometimes, deep down inside I have wanted to hold you and cry my heart out,
But right now I hurt so much I want no more pain.

I want to tell you that you hold my very soul in your hand,
I want to tell you how much I need you but have seen you draw away,
But right now I hurt so much I fear you don’t feel the same.

I want to tell you that in loving me you have given me the best gift I have ever had.
I want to tell you that I treasure your trust as my one true soul mate,
But right now I hurt so much to know these feeling are untrue.

I wanted to put my special feeling for you in this poem, with roses and a card,
I wanted to win you back again, make you love me, melt your heart,
But right now I hurt so much to think that we may end up part.

Deep in my heart you will always remain !


This sadness in me right now,
Is giving me pain in a way that I don’t know how.
It’s just that I’m alone with nobody else,
My life sure is colorless.

I don’t know what or who I need.
I just want my heart stop the bleed.
It hurts all over me again and again,
I hope somebody could lend me a helping hand.

An injury I have in my heart.
I wish somebody could repair its parts.
But nobody sure is with me right now,
I just want to see you somehow.

These tears I cry for you,
Are not lies but they are true.
Alone I cry because of loneliness,
Right now, I am lifeless.

I need you especially now that I’m alone,
Can’t even talk to you on the phone.
Hope that someday, you’ll be here,
Here with me to wipe off my tear.

I need you as the deserts need the rain,
Deep in my heart you will always remain !

I need you like a baby needs its mother,
In my heart, except you, there is no one other !

I need you like the grass needs water,
When you are with me, I have nothing to bother !

I need you like a light in utter darkness,
You are really an epitome of kindness !

I need you as a hungry-one needs to eat,
Tell me, when are we going to meet !

I need you as life needs air,
In your judgement you are always fair !

I need you as a blind-one needs sight,
I think of you every day and night !

I need you as a deaf-one needs to hear,
Your absense, in my eyes brings many a tear !

 

 

With Love

Hemant khurana Happy

 

My Goodbye Letter (ADIOS) !


I’ll never forget that day when the world had not one sound, when sadness struck, broke my heart and swept on through my town.

I watched that day as you were taken, not one thing did seem fair, in all of life I’ve ever asked, for God to hear my prayers!

Afraid of what would likely be, the truth within my fears, onto my knees I knelt in place, my eyes burst into tears.

Red and sore I sat behind, hoping for a sign, and watched the team work tryingly and rush against the time.

A fight with fate would surely end when you could give no more, and as you looked up through the gates abroad became this door.

I watched you leave so peacefully, what’s it like up there? I knew you weren’t coming back, and wept for how unfair.

I knew that you’d be happier and heaven’s where you’d gone, I just wish you hadn’t left me here, such pain to carry on.

I wish that day were just a dream in which it washed away, I wish that I could wake up and found you here today.

Sometimes, I dream you’re with me; right beside me walking, as I dream that you are here, I can here you talking.

Light ascends beneath you, darkness knows it’s failed. I know not why you’re gone, but in this dream your love prevails.

You are my favorite angel, your brilliant wings disguised, undoubtedly I recognized you as an angel in the skies.

I whispered fast my favorite angel and always did you come, I’d ask you now and every day what more could I have done?

I relive that day most every day and wallow in your absence, this time that’s passed has only shown, how I’m living with such sadness.

You’d assure me there was nothing, that could’ve changed events that day; not prayers, nor hopes, a wishful thought, for that was just God’s way.

Each day becomes a challenge, one harder than the last, to remember what I loved the most, dear friend of mine that passed

The memories are fading, for no matter how I try, to keep them close within my heart,I just can’t say goodbye.

Would you even know what pain it is, to live without you longer? The qualities of all good life, why they have grown much stronger!

I’m living mine as you did yours, embracing life the same, thankful for the chance I’ve had, to remember your name.

I couldn’t be happier knowing, that suffering’s not permitted, or how many hearts and hopeless dreams that you had always lifted.

you gave the hopeless life on earth, the kid with not a dream. I wish that you were with me now to see just what I mean.

Because of you love has a meaning, and love is more profound, because of you, I have a dream, to make this world go round.

You loved as if there was no choice and but one way to care, you found your way to heaven and I know you’re waiting there,

So until the day we meet again, I’ll remember you and smile, and live my life as you did yours, a life to be worthwhile.

by

Happy

So why do I feel so sad ?


In the last few months my life has dramatically shifted in so many ways that I cant seem to find my footing
I am dealing with so much and things just tend to get worse and i find myself crying everyday then i get mad at myself bc im crying again and cry even harder!

I have always been the strength and the backbone but now i dont know how to hold my own head up and I hate this feeling. I hate feeling sorry for my myself and this whole “woe-is-me” stuff. Im over it but then im not.

Pain pushes us forward. Whether we feel depressed, empty or confused, all bad feelings appear in order to make us think about their reason and purpose.

In our world, we see only the outward shell of reality. We do not see what is hidden behind nature, society, a person or the cosmos, and we cannot control any of them.

As with embroidery, the links and threads traversing all the parts of the picture can only be seen on the reverse side. Likewise, we do not see the connections between events in our reality; we only see that “something suddenly happened for some reason.”

How can I know the consequences of my actions? All of a sudden, I suffer a blow and I do not understand why it happened or where it came from. “Where did I go wrong?” “What did I do to deserve this?” And even “What’s the point of it all?”

By now I should know
That in time things would change
So it shouldn’t be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

How can I adjust
To the way that things are going
It’s killing me slowly
Oh I just want it to be how it used to be

Cuz I wish that I could stay
But in time things would change
So it shouldn’t be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

You cannot hide the way you feel inside I realize
Your actions speak much louder than words
So tell me why oh

By now I should know that
That in time things would change
So it shouldn’t be it shouldn’t be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

By now I should know
That in time things would change
So it shouldn’t be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

By now by now I should know
That in time things must grow
And I had to leave you behind
So why do I feel so sad
If it couldn’t be that bad
Tell me why

By now I should know
That in time things would change
So it couldn’t be so bad
So why do I feel so sad

~ Mother Teresa


Mother Teresa’s goal is to make the world a place to live peacefully. Her orphanages and charity houses are the God’s abodes where the destitute live in joy that they felt blessed to be under the loving care of the Mother.

She dreamt of a society without orphans as she put her life into her dreams and volunteered to adopt the helpless, the sick, and every destitute she came across in her search. Her dream is to see a society sans sorrow.

She spread the message of her dream but she never forced someone to fulfill those dreams for her. She always did it herself whatever was possible for her. And people all over the world recognized her social commitment and followed her of their own volition.

She was honest in her efforts to serve the humanity. She had the compassion in true sense that gave her the strength to manage the institutions she built across the world.

She never coveted for the awards or rewards. She felt rewarded if a dying soul was saved. She shared her kind words with the love exactly what Jesus wanted it to be. She loved with all the heart and soul. Her motherly touch was so soothing that even a patient on a death bed experienced the tranquility and peace instantly.

She dreamt peace in all aspects and we realize her dreams from time to time into the future. Her dream is an eternal dream for a better world filled with unconditional love.

*****
“Every human being comes
from the hand of God,
and we all know something of God’s love for us.
Whatever our religion,
we know that if we really want to love,
we must first learn to forgive before anything else.”
~Mother Teresa

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“What I saw in Africa is the worst I’ve ever seen…”

Dear Friends,

For 19 years, I’ve worked in international development, and I’ve seen some shocking sights. But what I witnessed two weeks ago in the Dadaab refugee camps in Kenya and in Ethiopia was the worst I’ve ever seen. We must do more to help.

I met a mother and father who had walked for 20 days across Somalia and into Kenya. They had nothing to eat and it was all they could do to keep their children alive and on the move. Can you imagine?

You’ve heard on the news that 12 million people are at risk of starvation in parched areas of Somalia, Ethiopia, Kenya and Djibouti. Tens of thousands of people already are dead from causes related to malnutrition – and there is not end to the drought in sight.

At the camps, CARE staff told me that up to 1,500 refugees are arriving every day. The saddest thing is that 80 percent of the new arrivals are children. Many of them are so weak and malnourished that they can barely move. Others are traumatized by the death of a family member. We’re doing the best we can to help these children and their families survive and get the care they so desperately need.

Please make a donation today to support CARE’s lifesaving and life-changing work with people in need around the world, including those facing famine and hunger in the Horn of Africa.

Your gift can help save lives – and help empower people around the world so that they can lift themselves, their families and whole communities out of poverty and hunger for good. I’ve seen firsthand how your donations are making a difference. Please give generously today. Lives are hanging in the balance. 

Many thanks,

Liz McLaughlin
Executive Director, Foundations Unit
CARE

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Love takes time


Love takes time
My heart is split into two
What can a girl possibly even do ?
I stand there shocked,
As my life was being mocked
I love you she lied
When I found out the truth I just cried
I truly believed it was love at first sight
For now, I feel like I’m flying up like a kite
Fading slowly
Now my life is bit rolly
But I must be brave
Before I’m sorrow in my own grave
I think I will learn a lesson
After those girls are done messin
I will someday find my true love
And my life will be so wonderful
I’ll feel like a soaring dove.

Many miles between us……………………………………………


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The many miles between us
makes me sad and blue
can’t wait ’til we’re together
I’m really missing you

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In my dreams you’re with me
holding me real tight
whispering words of comfort
saying things will be alright

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The morning sun awakes me
another day begins
my mind begins to wander
with thoughts of you again

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I imagine you here beside me
reality brings a tear
my days drag on without you
I long to hold you near

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My love for you is burning
I need your tender touch
thoughts of you bring sadness
I’m missing you so much…

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One day you’ll see it !



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One day you’ll see it. You’ll see how you CHANGED me forever. You’ll see how you made it hard for me to ever bear my soul to anyone. You’ll see the walls I built to keep you out and in turn kept everyone out. You’ll feel their strength… made so strong so no one will ever be able to break them down.

You’ll see how you broke my heart into such tiny pieces no one would ever be able to put it back together. You’ll see it. You’ll see how you crushed me until I couldn’t breathe. You’ll see how you made it impossible for me to move or speak until all I could do was cry.

You’ll see how you paralyzed me in all parts of my life, not just physically. You’ll see how you scarred me and bruised my heart and my soul. You’ll see how you made everything harder. IMPOSSIBLE.”

 

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Please dont leave me !!!


When I am alone thinking about you,
I want to hug you forever.
Whenever my lips utter your name,
I want to hug you forever.
When my eyes begin to see you,
and my ears hear your voice,
I want to hug you forever.
When my heart calls you
And in my imagination, I am holding you,
I want to hug you forever.
When I have that special moment with you
My love begins to flourish
and when my body touches yours,
I want to hug you forever.

Once young and naive, much more now he knows
And oh how he sees the way the world goes.
They speak of true love, but tis only a word
Money they crave and obey when it’s heard.
But Virtue once lost calls to him again
And he’ll die alone, than to lose this dear friend
He takes off his mask, revealing the fragile
His flesh ‘mongst cold stones, yet still very agile
Soft skin bearing bruises, so easily bleeds
Out red drops of love which also he needs
Two arms open wide, yet passers-by smug
Silently calling, for someone to hug.

Somewhere someone is thinking of you.
Someone is calling you an angel.
This person is using celestial colors to paint your image.
Someone is making you into a vision
So beautiful that it can only live in the mind.
Someone is thinking of the way your breath
Escapes your lips when you are touched.
How your eyes close and your jaw tightens with concentration
As you give pleasure a home.
These thoughts are saving a life somewhere right now.
Someone is calling out to you silently and

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You are answering without even being there.
So crystalline. So pure.
Such life saving power when you smile.
You will never know how you have cauterized my wounds.
So sad that we will never touch.
How it hurts me to know that I will never
Be able to give you everything I have.

Yea Though I Walk Through the Valley of the Shadow of Death I Will Fear No Evil

Please dont leave me !

No matter how far you are or where you are
No matter how much space between us
But I will wait for you with hope in my heart
My love still lonely and search for your soul
Yes, it is miserable when you are not close to me
I am sure my world is better when you are in my arms
My love for you is pure, divine and grows sure in me
Your love has no condition on me and sets me free
Waiting for you to feel your gentle touch
Waiting for you to hear your soften voice
Waiting for you to get your huge hug
Waiting for you to get your deep kiss
Yes, I find all my happiness in loving you
No matter when or how soon you will come back
But my heart is waiting for you.

Now, where are you GOD ?????


(This video is not for viewers below 18, viewers discretion is advised .
by – Hemant Khurana)

Now where are you GOD???????

&

What  are you doing ..

hannnnnnnnnn

????????????

Having fun on Facebook ? Twitter ? You tuube ?

Enjoying the internet ? writing comments ?

NO !

then where are you ???????????????????????

They say nothing can happen without your wish……

Is this what you wish ??????????

Why dont you do something ??? WHY WHY WHY ?????????

There’s nothing left inside of me.


Breathing seems so easy, but I fight for each and every gasp
I’m sick of speaking of pain, how much longer will it last?
Only for a season? So why does mine run to eternity?
My God, My God, oh save me from this insanity
This curse is within in me, so as I am living I am dying
A gift? If mine, there’s far less joys than crying
I cannot cry aloud because the pain is too severe
And even the joys are met with bitter, bittersweet tears
What You have gifted me it seems you think that I can bear
But I am dying in my grief. I’m dying in despair!

There’s nothing left inside of me.

Emptiness, Yeaheaeah!

in Hindi

Tune mere jaana
Kabhi nahi jaana
Ishq mera, Dard mera, Haaye..!

Tune mere jaana
Kabhi nahi jaana
Ishq mera, dard mera

Aashiq tera
Bheed me khoya rehta hai, Jaane Jahaan
Poochho to itna kehta hai

That I feel so lonely
There’s a better place than this
:Emptiness

And I’m so lonely
There’s a better place than this
:Emptiness, Yeaheah!

 

NOTHING’S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU ~


NOTHING’S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU

NOTHING’S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU
If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young
And we both know they’ll take us
Where we want to go
(Chorus 1)
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don’t want to live without you

(Chorus 2)

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of
I
‘ll never ask for more than your love

(Chorus 3)

Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I’ll be there for you if you should need me
You don’t have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I’ll help you see forever too

Don’t let me dream of her tonight


Don’t let me dream of her tonight

The past is present woe.

I’d like not dream of her tonight

Please let me let her go.

Her claws sink deep into my back

She laughs as my skin crawls.

I scream! No sound. The pain. My back!

As blood drip slowly falls. Let Go!

“Oh no! You’re all of mine Till death we’ll never part

And as you bleed, you’ll know that I’m The one who killed your heart.

So die my love, my fool of love!”

I’ll die! I shall not live! “If death is what you wish my love,

Then death I shall not give.”

I’ve died so very long ago,

And yet, I’m still alive.

Between two worlds, no place to go Faint hope…

I barely thrive. Don’t let me dream of her tonight.

I’d rather dream… of you!

Internet and Infidelity : “Is it possible for a woman to love_two_or more men at the same time????”


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“Is it possible for a woman  to love_two_or more men at the same time????”

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“Is possible for a woman  to love_two_or more men at the same time?”

Can  a woman be in love with two or more men  at the same time ?

Why would a woman love two or more men at the same time ?

Is it possible for a  woman  to be intimate & share her intimate feelings of love and love making with more than one men at the same time be it on internet or in real ?

If yes,  then does every women can do the same?

If no,  then what is it ? is it love or is it lust ?

If you were to be facing such an issue, wherein,  somehow you get to know that the woman you love so deeply is  also in love with another man and is sharing exactly the same feelings  as she is doing with you, You are also surprised to know that she is getting intimate with other man in exactly the same manner  as she gets with you, but she is unaware of the fact that you got to know ?

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My question’s  …..

What is it ?

Is it True love or mere lust ? Is it possible for a woman to do such a thing ?

What should a man do if he finds out something like this about the woman he is madly in love with ?

Is it about loving certain qualities a particular person or persons has and not being able to let go of either. Both men probably have different qualities she is attracted to and she doesn’t want to lose either one.

Is it selfish?  I think yes it is Indeed very selfish, what do you think ?

Would you ever want to fall in love ? If it were you, then would you still want to make her your life partner ?

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Scenario 2 :

What if you met a women on internet and you guys are madly and deeply in love with each other & then one day you somehow found out that your woman is also writing the same things to someone else as well  & she tried her level best to make sure that all that stays hidden from you but somehow you get to know &  you find out that she is expressing her love in the same manner to other man as she does with you.

 you also see she is also sharing her  intimate feelings with  other man as she does with you,  so what is it ?

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Is it possible that she is in true love with both the men ?

Is she just making fool of both the men and playing with their

feelings and emotions ?

 if yes, then why would someone do such a thing ?

If no, then what is it and why is she doing such a thing ?  

Is it just because that she thinks that she is on the internet and hence no one would know about it ?

What if just because you thought that she loves you truly and deeply like you do, you had plans of getting married to her , what should you do in such a case ?

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FYI : How many of you believe this ?Is this really true ? If yes then why ?

Take as the sign of a change, yes, big change, as reports have found that women now have seriously started asking – Why should guys should have all the fun? So the reports suggest that increasingly a large number of turning their backs to fidelity, while are in the arms with cheating on their partners.

The new study at least not kicks out the nonsensical belief that it was men do all the “goofing around,” while women in all her goodness remained faithful to her boorish husband. As the new shocking UK poll has found that women are more likely to cheat on their partners than men.

The study found that four out of ten admitted on cheating on their partners, while only 3 out of 10 men said that they were unfaithful to their mates.

The poll found that of the 3,000 participants, two fifths of the women ended up kissing someone while out clubbing and almost one in four cheated with a colleague at a work event.

Some 55 per cent of the ladies confessed that they loved attention from men whereas a third said men often get the wrong idea because they were so flirtatious. However, a third of them also said that their “minor indiscretion” happened by accident because their flirting got out of hand.

Interestingly at least one in ten women also said that they will never be monogamous in their relationship, while a fifth of them confessed of knowing that it was wrong but found cheating on their partner too thrilling to ignore.

Strangers were high on the sexy list of the women as one in four women said they found complete strangers attractive and loved the thrill of chasing them on a night out. Women also said that they loved the thrill of being with a man in uniform.

The study was conducted by Opera North to open their new season with the Mozart opera Cosi fan tutte, translated as ‘All Women Are Like That’ – a light-hearted comedy that looks at the very nature of infidelity.

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Internet infidelity – Online Infidelity is wrecking many relationships

With technology ruling our world, it is little wonder that it would enter into areas we never dreamed possible. Ten years ago, would you have ever thought it possible to pursue a relationship with someone, or even fall in love, sight unseen? But that is exactly what is happening to many – over the Internet. And while there is nothing wrong with Internet dating, it takes on a whole new meaning when it comes in the way of an existing relationship.

In fact, Internet infidelity has actually been cited as a reason for divorce in many cases. It is the sign of a new trend in how online relationships have assumed a new importance in today’s world. So is it really harmful?

There are some (mostly the ones indulging in it) who take the point of view that it is harmless – after all you’re just having a conversation with someone, nothing more. But is that all there is to it? There are others who opine that as long as you are spending time, sometimes hours, with another individual of the opposite sex, discussing personal details, even flirting or conversing with sexual undertones, how innocent can it be?

And just like an alcoholic or a substance abuser starts with a few drinks or a trial experiment, chatting and emails lead to exchange of photographs, calls and finally meetings. And very soon it has become a full-blown affair. Internet infidelity has crossed geographical boundaries too where those involved have been willing to negotiate distances and contend with secretly meeting without their spouses’ knowledge, to take the relationship one step further.

And what if it happens to you? What if your partner is indulging in Internet infidelity?

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1. When should you suspect?

2. How can you be sure?

3. If Internet infidelity is destroying your relationship.

4. What should you do if your love/ partner/spouse were being unfaithful online and you want to stop?

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The reason internet infidelity is so widespread is because it offers a bit of mystery and allure. You’re able to freely socialize with someone without the conflicts that come with face to face interaction.

It allows you to enter a world of fantasy.

But don’t brush this off as something you should not be concerned about. Internet infidelity is the same as emotional infidelity minus the face to face contact.

 

Is it a sin?

Yes.

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With my best wishes and regards may this never happens to anyone or anybody ever !!

If you say you love me once, can I count on that forever?
All I hear is the echo of my lonely voice.
All I hear is the echo of my lonely voice.

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Wounded. Hopes not lost, but still I am down
Seeking that something I can’t seem to find
In silent pain, tears! No sound.
Or living a lie and flying only in my mind.

Hemant Khurana

Only You Loved Me Unconditionally (MAA) !


Paradise lies beneath the feet of My Mother !

Mommy went to Heaven,
but I need her here today,
My tummy hurts and I fell down,
I need her right away.
Operator can you tell me
how to find her in this book?

Is heaven in the yellow part,
I don’t know where to look.
I think my daddy needs her too,
at night I hear him cry.
I hear him call her name sometimes,
but I really don’t know why.

Maybe if I call her,
she will hurry home to me.
Is Heaven very far away,
is it across the sea?
She’s been gone a long, long time
she needs to come home now!
I really need to reach her,
but I simply don’t know how.
Help me find the number please,
is it listed under “Heaven”?
I can’t read these big, big words,
I am only seven.
I’m sorry operator,
I didn’t mean to make you cry,
Is your tummy hurting too,
or is there something in your eye?

If I call my church maybe they will know.
Mommy said when we need help,
that’s where we should go.
I found the number to my church
tacked up on the wall.
Thank you operator,
I’ll give them a call.

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Why are you crying, a young boy asked his Mom?

“Because I’m a woman,” she told him.

“I don’t understand,” he said.

His Mom just hugged him and said,
“And you never will, but that’s O.K.”…….

Later the little boy asked his father,
“Why does Mom seem to cry for no reason?”.
“All women cry for no reason,” was all his Dad could say……

The little boy grew up and became a man,
still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God and when God got back to him, he asked “God, why do women cry so easily?”

GOD answered……

“When I made woman,
I decided she had to be special.
I made her shoulders
strong enough to carry
the weight of the world, yet,
made her arms gentle enough to give comfort…

I gave her the inner strength
to endure childbirth
and the rejection
that many times will come
even from her own children.

I gave her a hardness
that allows her
to keep going and take care
of her family and friends,
even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without
complaining….

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all
circumstances. Even when her child has hurt her badly….

She has the very special power to make a child’s boo-boo feel better and
to quell a teenager’s anxieties and fears….

I gave her strength to care for her husband, despite faults
and I fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart….

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but
sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him
unfalteringly….

For all of this hard work,
I also gave her a tear to shed.
It is hers to use
whenever needed and !
it is her only weakness….
When you see her cry,
tell her how much you love her, and all she does for everyone, and even though
she may still cry, you will have made her heart feel good.

She is special!
Please send this to women you know, and those with mothers,
sisters, and special women in their lives.

But, also send this to men so they will understand about what a
wonderful thing a woman is.
Each day is a mountain that must be climbed; with courage each step
gets easier.

Love your Mother Always

and keep her Smiling

If tears could build a stairway,
and memories were a lane,
I would walk right up to heaven
to bring you home again.
No farewell words were spoken…
no time to say goodbye
you were gone before I knew it,
and only God knows why.
My heart still aches in sadness
and secret tears still flow,
what it meant to lose you,
no one will ever know.
My Mother always said:
“You are born with a burning candle and your
life is over when the candle burns down”.
my mum,my mum was my world to me,she left me forever on 26th of april 2009 ,,,sunday……she was
suffering from breast cancer……..

 

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I Was Not Born Experienced.


I Was Not Born Experienced,

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But,
The Hard Realities,
Deceiving Natures,
Broken Promises,
Double Faces,
Attractive Words,
Melting Emotions,
Lovely Feelings,

Harsh Truths,
Bitter Behaviors,
Loving Attitude,
Ignoring Acts,
Multi Standards,
& False Statements.


These All Taught Me
What Is

Experience.

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Give me strength mother !


Give me strenght mother

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Mumma you always said –

Forgive, you will have happiness./ Forget, you will have satisfaction./ Forgive and forget,/ You will have everlasting peace/ Within and without.

You taught me –

Forgiveness is Truth; forgiveness is holiness; and by forgiveness the universe is held together.

I want to forgive and forget about someone who gave me so much of Inflictions and pain, even though I want to forgive them still I am unable to do so, because I am just an ordinary human I am not as great as you Mumm,  so I need strength, I need strength Maa, give me strength  Maa.

 I do not want to suffer anymore.

I really want to follow, what you taught me Maa…

God please me the strength and the wisedom to help me thru this.
please god, hear my prayer.
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Teri Hai Zameen
Tera Aasmaan
Tu bada Mehrbaan
Tu bakshish kar…
Sabhi tere
Sabhi ka hai Tu
Khuda mere
Tu bakshish kar.
Thine is the Earth
the Sky belongs to Thee
Thou art merciful
Please pardon our follies..

Thou belongest to everybody
All beings belong to Thou
O God mine
please pardon our follies !
Have Mercy on Us !

3 Bomb blasts in Mumbai Today !


13th July 2011 Serial blasts struck Mumbai this evening,

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13th July 2011 Serial blasts struck Mumbai this evening,

God is supposed to be merciful; but where is the mercy in terrorist
murder? where is the justice in
deliberately blowing up women and school children?

In Islam, there is supposed to be “no compulsion in religion;” but the
concept of jihad has now been twisted to mean nothing less than war against all non-Muslims.

Does anyone really
think Allah is pleased by these events?

SHAME ON SUCH BASTARDS !!!!! BLOODY COWARDS!!

!!….Love, pain, the whole damn….!!


!!….Love, pain, the whole damn….!!

It’s a little secret your friends won’t tell

Heavens highway sometimes takes you through hell

Love is work and work is hard

There are ghosts inside the dark

 

And it takes love, pain, the whole damn thing

If you want my heart you get everything

Love, pain, the whole damn thing

It’s a crown of thorns to wear a golden ring, yeah

Love, pain, the whole damn thing

If you want my heart, you get everything

 

Cinderella walked upon broken glass

Sleeping beauty let a whole lifetime pass

Love is blood and sweat and tears

Love means facing all your fears

 

And it takes love, pain, the whole damn thing

If you want my heart you get everything, yeah

Love, pain, the whole damn thing

It’s a crown of thorns to wear a golden ring, yeah

Love, pain, the whole damn thing

If you want my heart, if you want my heart

You get everything

 

Paradise ain’t cheap

‘Cause if it’s love we’re making

Then I’ll take it all

Can you take it all

 

And it takes love, pain, the whole damn thing

If you want my heart you get everything, yeah

Love, pain, the whole damn thing

It’s a crown of thorns to wear a golden ring, yeah

Love, pain, the whole damn thing

If you want my heart, if you want my heart

If you want my heart……you get everything

 

Hemant Khurana(Happy)

if you want someones heart,you have to accept the person,how he is,not try to change him…